
“Strength & Fragility”
Lisa Clinedinst
Fisherville, VA
@lhm24401
Twist: Living with systemic mastocytosis has been a journey I never expected — one that’s tested my strength in ways both physical and emotional. One of the most difficult consequences has been developing severe osteoporosis, which led to multiple fractured vertebrae. The pain, the limitations, and the constant recalibration of what “normal” looks like have forced me to rethink everything — from how I move through the world to how I care for myself.
Lessons Learned:
I’ve learned that resilience isn’t always loud or heroic — sometimes it’s just getting out of bed, advocating for yourself at a doctor’s appointment, or finding a way to smile through the pain. I’ve also learned that being rare doesn’t mean being invisible or alone. I appreciate the connections I’ve made through the Colors of SM.
Strategies That Help:
Managing systemic mastocytosis requires constant vigilance. I’ve built a toolkit of strategies —working closely with specialists who understand the complexity of this disorder, physical therapy, proper medication, and pacing myself have become essential. But just as important are the emotional tools: leaning on support networks, practicing self-compassion, and allowing myself to grieve the losses while still celebrating the wins.
New Perspectives:
This experience has taught me to value the quiet victories — the days when I can walk a little farther, laugh a little louder, or simply feel like myself. It’s given me a deeper empathy for others living with invisible illnesses. I’ve come to see strength not as the absence of struggle, but as the courage to keep going in spite of it.
Systemic mastocytosis may have fractured my bones, but it’s also revealed the unbreakable parts of me — the ones that adapt, endure, and keep showing up.
Jennifer Stumbaugh
Evanston, IL
“Strength & Fragility”
Acrylic on canvas
24” x 36” x 2”
$500
Artist Statement: Connecting with Lisa and having the opportunity to create this piece has been one of the highlights of my year. Lisa’s warmth, honesty, and humor immediately drew you in, and I loved our conversations. She speaks about her challenges with SM in a way that is unflinchingly real… never sugar-coated, but still full of strength and optimism about the ways SM has shaped her, both physically and at a heart and soul level. Her family above all is the grounding force in her life, and her love for nature and the water and the way she speaks about all these things paints such vivid pictures in my mind.
Lisa and I discovered our shared love of peonies and being near water (among so many other things!) which became a guiding inspiration for the piece. I drew from the flowers and colors in my own garden and pond. The large peony represents both fragility and resilience: delicate petals a symbol of the body’s vulnerability, vibrant colors reflecting inner strength. The gold thread woven throughout the piece symbolizes the people, places, and connections that bolster Lisa and keep her strong. Strength doesn’t always look the way we think it’s supposed to.